bluey_eeyore

Seriously, i should be mugging about impairment losses and reversals under FRS 39...

But the lure of the internet while devouring my late-night supper appears to overwhelm mi more than my FRS does..

Sigh, it's in e midst of exams again and somehow, i feel the urge to blog after somewhat-seem-like-an-eternity time...

I cant visualise how i'd be able to cope with work with decent hours after i graduate.. apparently ppl have been telling mi that my body clock is super screwed up given that i wake up in the evening and sleep after day break. n so, i attempted to adjust back my so-called screwed body clock. To my horror, i woke up feeling so so extremely lost in the morning. I mooped around, dug out magazines, ate my lunch n succumbed to my bed until 8pm. Phew. Life seems more structured without the sun. Damn, i think im realli screwed.

gr. i have 4 more papers to go. 4 horrendous papers. A screwed up body clock. and a terrifying gpa to pull up.

bluey_eeyore

one more week of officical rotting n i'll be back to sch again.

 I miss marriott hotel. Omg. The hotel itself is so so gorgeous. N the service is definitely unbeatable! First, they check every car that is going into their hotel. Next, u can sit down to wait while they fill in forms for u and they'll come kneeling beside u to ask for ur signatures. The towels they provide at the pool is huge and warm and best of all, they have a hot jacuzzi waiting beside the pool. N they serve iced towel and water on the free shuttle boat back to e hotel. hee.. n they serve all honeymooners free cakes delivered to the doorsteps.

one thing abt thai, i hate beggars. or rather, i hate e syndicates that 'mass-produce' beggars. They leech on your sympathy and makes your holiday looks sinful. N they put u in a dilemma whether or not to put in some coins into their hands, cuz if u do, ya encouraging the syndicates, n if u dont, u feel so horrible right at your heart. 

im glad i went to some temples to pray, tho im not even a buddhist to begin with. somehow, it feels better to have prayed for someone so dear to me at e beginning. but subsequently, i realised i was praying for him at every temple, juz him. it's as tho my main purpose of visiting the temples was for him, as tho doing tat can relieve mi of the agony and pain, n hopefully, give him a better afterlife. 

i see him everywhere. with the beggar w a child. thru out the 108 wooden bowls. n needless to say, every part of changi.

he is my new inspiration. i shall work hard at the next sem because of him. Sounds very cliche, and indeed, very familiar at the start of every sem. It's like a resolution that's never fulfilled. but this is different. he changed my life. my entire point of view of my existence. i shall strive my very best. all for e sake of him. n no one else. no one.

bluey_eeyore

gonna work at robinsons tmr.

i simply detest that place.

bluey_eeyore

pretty long time since i last updated my blog.

there are so much things that happened in the short span of three months. so much so that the events will change my mindset and life forever.

i miss beanie.

i miss my shopping trips.

i miss my bitchy friends.

i miss my books.

i miss my bed.

i miss my scv.

i miss my jogs.

i miss my games.

i miss beanie.

i miss leading a decent life n not missing beanie.

bluey_eeyore

PMS-ing again.

grr.